Another 12 months deep. The past 12 months have been the most challenging so far. In order to continue to play in this game you have to make sacrifice after sacrifice and I’m starting to feel the weight of it all now. The constant uncertainty of not knowing when you are going to get money again, the constant uncertainty of not knowing if you will be walking around tomorrow, basically it’s all constant uncertainty. Things have continued to work out for me so far and all I can do is hope that it continues.
It’s actually really strange to me when I look at the numbers cause 925 jumps in 4 years seems like a lot but it really doesn’t feel like that much. I still feel like a baby. I’m just getting started.
My love for the sport continues to grow deeper as does my ability to deal with all the challenges that come with this life. You need to be tough in every aspect to survive this game long term and with each year that passes I learn that more and more.
It’s very surreal to now have video of myself doing shit that I was just dreaming about a few years ago. Dreams really can come true if you work hard enough for them.
“If there is no struggle, there is no progress.” Frederick Douglass