While its extremely difficult for me to put into words what I experienced this past weekend I’m going to attempt to.
I feel more inspired, present and grateful than ever before for everything in my life.
On Friday before the course I set my goals of
“confronting my deepest fears, owning my dark side, and accepting the balance in every situation“
They were all achieved to levels I didn’t think was possible. The two main things I am taking away are:
1- Everyone lives their life in accordance with their highest values.
Your life demonstrates this. If you do not think you do then you are either lying to yourself or are simply not aware of it consciously.
People do what they want to do and prioritize things in order of importance to them.
This has nothing to do with motivation. It has everything to do with inspiration.
You need to be motivated to do things that you think you should, ought, need or have to do. You don’t need motivation to do the things you choose, love, or desire to do.
I don’t need to be motivated to get up and study every day, or sign up for another course, or go to work. I do all those things because those are my highest values and no one needs to stay on my back about them. We all have those things, a lot of times people just don’t give themselves permission to do them because of the shoulda, woulda, couldas.
Everything that you do serves you to some extent and drives you towards accomplishing your mission otherwise you wouldn’t being doing it. It’s as simple as that.
Everyones values are finger print specific, there is no right or wrong, just different, and everyone needs to be respected for that reason.
2- There are no one sided events in life. EVERYTHING is in perfect balance.
There are no positives without negatives, no support without challenge, no pain without pleasure, no grief without relief, no curse without a blessing etc.
It’s easy to feel gratitude and love when things appear to be going the way you want them to but the challenge lies in being able to feel that way when things are not working out as planned. Coincidently these are often the times that result in the most growth.
I have read a lot of stuff on the above topic over the past few months and I thought that I understood the concept but I didn’t really feel it until this weekend.
I spent nine hours straight working on traits that I initially despised in people and at the end I was able to see that I possessed the EXACT same traits to the EXACT same degree as the person I was initially resentful towards for that trait. Take note – nine hours straight. This was no easy task and I dealt with a lot of resistance initially because I was unwilling to acknowledge that I had those traits inside me. I was eventually able to open up after working with the staff who were relentless in ensuring that every attendee had a breakthrough.
This method can work for any situation, on any person, or any trait in existence. Above I used the example of traits that I resented but it works the opposite way as well. If you take someone you look up to you can take the traits or behaviors that you admire and are able to neutralize them and see that you are no worse or better than ANYONE else, you simply have a different set of values where you choose to apply those traits. When you realize this you are able to then play at the same level as them.
The video below was in response to one of the attendees asking: ‘How can you say that the Dali Lama is not more Spiritual than me when his life is devoted to it?’
Parts of me that I was initially proud of, I was able to neutralize and equally parts of me that I was ashamed of I was able to do the same.
With this revelation I was able to release all infatuation and resentment I had for whatever the trait was, own it as part of me, and feel love and gratitude for it.
– I saw a woman who’s father had died three weeks prior who was initially in tears grieving become thankful for the event and was laughing within the course of an hour saying she was grateful for him dying and can now she that her life is actually better as a result.
– I had people balling crying in my arms after having released all resentment towards someone in their life who abandoned and physically abused them.
– I went through a lot of personal stuff which I’m choosing not to share publicly but I also cried tears of gratitude several times over the weekend and released a lot of repressed feelings I didn’t even know where there.
For those of you who know me I understand that the above few sentences may seem a little out there. My goal here is to not try and convince anyone of anything, it’s simply to attempt to explain what I went through. The methods that Dr Demartini uses are an exact science and he guarantees the result every time. He deals with every kind of case imaginable and is always able to turn the person around.
Clearing out your baggage is something that is no easy task and this weekend was by no means a destination point. It was simply another stepping stone as I continue on my mission of mastering my life. I have dedicated the past six years to physical transformation through the mediums of fitness and nutrition learning everything I can and attending courses on the subjects. The next step for me is to tie it all together by studying human behavior and in turn be able to help others on their personal journeys. Over the coming weeks, months, and years I will be devouring as much info as I can get my hands on about everything I just mentioned above and I will eventually be a master.
There are no ifs, and’s, buts, or maybes in what I have just said. I am already doing it and for me to do anything else is not an option.
My pursuit is relentless and my life will continue to unfold exactly how I plan it to.